等待的生活

等待的日子, 日数一天一天在增加.
无法自己掌控的生活, 每天其实充满无数的无奈.
有太多的烦恼, 太多的顾虑, 太多的问题.
难道生命, 就只可以如枯木般的干瘪,了无生气?
我不是可以安于现状太久的人,
想要的是灿烂的人生, 不喜欢单调的生活.
尤其不喜欢事事无法自己做主的日子.
是我对生命的要求, 比一般人的高? 还是有许多人都可以默默忍受乏味的生活?

Weekend Activity

Went to long visited Pasar Malam nearby yesterday as an important event for the weekend. The last time i went to that pasar malam, was probably 2 years ago. Tried the famous and delicious Gula Melaka Ais kacang, RM1.50 each. What a worth. 

Later, i had some kind of neighbour plus relative gathering at pool side. Each prepared some food and after some swimming session, we all enjoyed the dinner under the moon and some dime twinkling stars. It was a beautiful night, despite the mild burned air. 

I was surprised, my Kimchi soup that i don't really expect much people to like it had received quite a support, especially the kids. I never thought that Kimchi soup was so kids friendly. They have cleared all the soup and even the last drop. So, sorry for the adult who couldn't have enough. I had try my best to fully utilize the soup container and it has reached it's maximum capacity. 

A brief legs dipping in the pool was fun. But with those worries for those kids, it was the only flaw.  Kids are amazing they often do something unexpected and it is always shocking but funny.

Then, the gathering continue with some piano session and with hot tea. It followed by some simple but mind consuming home-created chess game. There was a case that people got tricked by me because of the usualness and the common assumption. I have to admit that i really got lucky that day and there wasn't any trick behind.

Again, kids are with endless capacity. You will never know what they known, or what they are good at. In fact, they did have tones of luck. 

On the way

On my way to fetch my brother from college today, i was so boring so i have to tune different radio station and have it opened loud. There was a sudden that i heard some kind of siren, but it was just for a second. I looked at the rear mirror, no sign of ambulance or fire engine. So i thought i misheard it.

I was waiting at the traffic light when one police motorcycle passed by my car and asked us to move and ignore the red light that we were waiting. So, i drove, with lots of confusion. Then i saw more police motorcycles with siren were speeding from behind, and behind them there was a black local car, Proton Perdana. Now only i figured that the police were actually controlling the traffic to ensure whoever in side that vehicle had a smooth ride with no traffic disturbance. Something must be mentioned, i had to drive aside on the very narrow road with lots of car parked at the side just to given them through.

I wasn't sure that whether it was an necessary act or not. I am confused and totally cannot understand why we, as the road users, have to give way to them. It wasn't emergency at all. If it was emergency like ambulance or fire engine rushing to the scene then i can understand. But in this case, it was totally different.

Guess no one can actually answer whether or not we give way when it was not emergency.

La vie

Should life be simple, or should it be full of exciting moments?
Sometime, we want simple life so desperately, whenever we are bored, we wish that our life can be more interesting. I wonder what are the life that i really want. Well, people said we need to have balance point in our life, so should i demand 50% of simple life and together with 50% of interesting life?

I wonder what can brings me meaning of life. I always want to travel around, perhaps because when i am away, that kind of life is not something that we experience everyday. It is so much different with our everyday life when we are traveling. Time tends to slow down, our life seems longer at that moment and definitely more meaningful.

I almost forgotten how was those wonderful time. The plain and simple life makes me further and further away from that. Ideally life is always so hard to achieve...

甜点

这几天，过这充满甜点的日子。 即使还未开始任何的研究但是却也感到相当的充实， 也许是因为日子充满甜点所以容易产生幸福的感觉。

Tiramisu from Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf

糖水-靓女糖水

爱心兼友情蛋塔

Night scene

Night scene photo shoot testing

Taken from my room's windows on a rainy days. Never thought of misty night will produce such beauty that our eyes couldn't really captured.

Orchid

An orchid plant at my house is blossoming. I like the colour, it's symbolizing passion and joy. I should have taken the picture one week before but i didn't bring along my camera at that time. I wonder will it still last until my next home coming.