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放开

放开

我放开了双手， 放开了我那唯一拉着这世界的绳子。我以为我可以逃离这一切是是非非。我闭上眼，享受着卸下担子，离去的感觉，我以为， 我已经离开，但，当我睁开眼，却还停留在原地。

原来，我放开了，但，身上依然被其他的事务而捆住。自己放开，并不表示已经完全放开。 放开手上的绳子，却原来身上依然被捆得很多。自己的逃避，并不表示问题已经不纯在。

你放开时，是否也把缠在身上的绳子给解开了呢！还是， 放开双手，就以为已经完全放开了？

Greetings

I search back all my stuff that i collected and never hard hearted enough to throw all them away lately, and i found this. It is just a very normal Chinese New Year greeting card from a person that happened to be influenced me for quite some time. Knowing her, was really kind of special, we aren't friend, but we act like one. I respect her, and she always treated me in kind of special way. Not that i'm so special but just that the relationship between us was special. I put it as a was because we haven't see or even contact each other for quite a long time. Not that we have lost contact, but just that i don't know what's the reason or excuse to call her. She is just someone i have in my life. With or without her now, didn't really change much like last time.
She is my teacher, my musical teacher, have happened to teach me for 7 years. She been through a lot together with me, and she shared lots of her experience and stories with me too. She even invite me to go travel together with her to Australia. I didn't take that offer, because i don't think it was the right time for me, with no preparation at all, especially mentally. We have had too much story together, where i don't know which to count from.
The fact is, i miss her. Sometime, i will just have her image passing by my mind and i will start thinking whether is she alright? How's her business? Is she in good health? because she complained to me that she have chest pain where the doctor said it was due to too much pressure.
I don't think i can keep the greeting card as a remembrance for any time longer. The card may be lost someday, but in my heart, there is always a memory that i have received a greeting from her before my 2008 Chinese new year.

Just, want to let you to know that i really miss you.