Ugly truth 2

They have a family to come back to,

I have a 4-wall place I called home with no one to talk to.

When they need something, they ring you.

When they are happy do they ever thought of you?

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You were so upset,

wanted to talk to someone,

picked up your phone,

scrolled down the list,

none was there you feel to talk to, 

dumped your phone, head on pillow,

your best companion was the spinning fan,

on the lonely ceiling. 

Ugly truth

Beautiful night, 

 Laptop in front, 

legs crossing 

signed in bank account online 

deposit that I was anticipating. 

Smiling, 

heartbeat is racing, 

fan is spinning, 

wind is blowing, 

clock is ticking, 

time is passing... 

The moment of happiness. 

...

...

...

Then, 

a sense of sadness. 

...

...

...

Realised, 

 whom you have, to share it?

Nano Zen Garden

Picked up some fine sand from Pantai Jerejak today. Made this little (lunch box size) Zen Garden.

My little crazy weekend project was to make a small zen garden, well of course i would want a big one :) Went to pick up some fine sand from Pantai Jerejak Jetty as i recalled seeing fine sand there when i was there to take sunrise picture some time back. Took and dried them on balcony. Put some into a black plastic lunch box size container that i salvaged from don't remember where.