等待的生活

等待的日子, 日数一天一天在增加.
无法自己掌控的生活, 每天其实充满无数的无奈.
有太多的烦恼, 太多的顾虑, 太多的问题.
难道生命, 就只可以如枯木般的干瘪,了无生气?
我不是可以安于现状太久的人,
想要的是灿烂的人生, 不喜欢单调的生活.
尤其不喜欢事事无法自己做主的日子.
是我对生命的要求, 比一般人的高? 还是有许多人都可以默默忍受乏味的生活?

Weekend Activity

Went to long visited Pasar Malam nearby yesterday as an important event for the weekend. The last time i went to that pasar malam, was probably 2 years ago. Tried the famous and delicious Gula Melaka Ais kacang, RM1.50 each. What a worth. 

Later, i had some kind of neighbour plus relative gathering at pool side. Each prepared some food and after some swimming session, we all enjoyed the dinner under the moon and some dime twinkling stars. It was a beautiful night, despite the mild burned air. 

I was surprised, my Kimchi soup that i don't really expect much people to like it had received quite a support, especially the kids. I never thought that Kimchi soup was so kids friendly. They have cleared all the soup and even the last drop. So, sorry for the adult who couldn't have enough. I had try my best to fully utilize the soup container and it has reached it's maximum capacity. 

A brief legs dipping in the pool was fun. But with those worries for those kids, it was the only flaw.  Kids are amazing they often do something unexpected and it is always shocking but funny.

Then, the gathering continue with some piano session and with hot tea. It followed by some simple but mind consuming home-created chess game. There was a case that people got tricked by me because of the usualness and the common assumption. I have to admit that i really got lucky that day and there wasn't any trick behind.

Again, kids are with endless capacity. You will never know what they known, or what they are good at. In fact, they did have tones of luck. 

On the way

On my way to fetch my brother from college today, i was so boring so i have to tune different radio station and have it opened loud. There was a sudden that i heard some kind of siren, but it was just for a second. I looked at the rear mirror, no sign of ambulance or fire engine. So i thought i misheard it.

I was waiting at the traffic light when one police motorcycle passed by my car and asked us to move and ignore the red light that we were waiting. So, i drove, with lots of confusion. Then i saw more police motorcycles with siren were speeding from behind, and behind them there was a black local car, Proton Perdana. Now only i figured that the police were actually controlling the traffic to ensure whoever in side that vehicle had a smooth ride with no traffic disturbance. Something must be mentioned, i had to drive aside on the very narrow road with lots of car parked at the side just to given them through.

I wasn't sure that whether it was an necessary act or not. I am confused and totally cannot understand why we, as the road users, have to give way to them. It wasn't emergency at all. If it was emergency like ambulance or fire engine rushing to the scene then i can understand. But in this case, it was totally different.

Guess no one can actually answer whether or not we give way when it was not emergency.

La vie

Should life be simple, or should it be full of exciting moments?
Sometime, we want simple life so desperately, whenever we are bored, we wish that our life can be more interesting. I wonder what are the life that i really want. Well, people said we need to have balance point in our life, so should i demand 50% of simple life and together with 50% of interesting life?

I wonder what can brings me meaning of life. I always want to travel around, perhaps because when i am away, that kind of life is not something that we experience everyday. It is so much different with our everyday life when we are traveling. Time tends to slow down, our life seems longer at that moment and definitely more meaningful.

I almost forgotten how was those wonderful time. The plain and simple life makes me further and further away from that. Ideally life is always so hard to achieve...

甜点

这几天，过这充满甜点的日子。 即使还未开始任何的研究但是却也感到相当的充实， 也许是因为日子充满甜点所以容易产生幸福的感觉。

Tiramisu from Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf

糖水-靓女糖水

爱心兼友情蛋塔

Night scene

Night scene photo shoot testing

Taken from my room's windows on a rainy days. Never thought of misty night will produce such beauty that our eyes couldn't really captured.

Orchid

An orchid plant at my house is blossoming. I like the colour, it's symbolizing passion and joy. I should have taken the picture one week before but i didn't bring along my camera at that time. I wonder will it still last until my next home coming.

Dinner & Friends

Picture taken in front of Merry Brown

Met with friends and have dinner together tonight. It was always so lovely to have friends together for a dinner and have a little chit-chat with them.

It was quite a long time since my last tomyam there. Perhaps my taste evolved, and somehow i didn't find it as mouth watering as before, or perhaps i already tasted a better one.

Chatting was fun, dinner together was fun and it seems like when with good friends, you always get so much fun.

Well, i wish we could meet more often in the future. My blessing to you all to have a wonderful study life.

Steamboat dinner

I'm not a big fans of steamboat, but i also don't like to give any suggestion when people want to pay for my dinner.

Me and my brother went for steamboat buffet dinner at Golden BBQ with our uncle and his family. It was a treat from them. They always wanted me to join him for the steamboat buffet because he feel it really worth and he likes to eat there a lot.

No comment on the food but that place was surprisingly crowded with people. Lots of students and even foreigner. After the dinner, went to my uncle place where he is so proud of it-his new house. I have to admit that the view from his balcony is gorgeous and i really like it. He even prepare some Taiwanese tea that he brought back form his Taiwan trip for me and my brother.

I spend quite sometime there, enjoying the hot tea and view, i felt relaxed. My brother joined them for caroms and i did enjoy watching them.

This was a night that i spent in Penang, with my brother and as the first weekend of living in the new place in Taman Pekaka.

60

You know what is this 60 represent for?
It's the number of pills that my doctor prescribed me yesterday for my lightheaded.
Frankly speaking, i never need to take so much pills before this. They are small and cute but i don't really wish that i have to make them my companion. Well, at least i will have to finish these 60 little friends but, that's it..... i i don't wish to take it more than that.

I pray......

Dizziness

Suffered from dizziness since last month.
Month ago, there was a night, while i was changing my sleeping pose in the middle of night, i felt so dizzy. I was stunned at that moment because how strange for someone to experience dizziness in middle of sleep? It made me so uncomfortable but i was still so sleepy and i just ignored it at that time. But i felt the dizziness every time i moved my head. It lasted for 3 days.

2 weeks ago, it happened again. This time, i was kind of worried cos i thought i was a one-time thingy. It happened while sleeping in different room without air-con. So it thought it was because of the extremely hot weather that time. I did google it but can't anything related with it except something related with stress. It lasted for 2 days.

This morning, it happened again. Minor a bit if compared to the previous one but still so annoying. Then i took my breakfast, still ignoring the fact that it actually happened just now. It only went serious when i try to keep my laptop in the bag, with head tilting down. I couldn't do anything but sitting down as soon as i felt the dizziness. Still, i ignored it.

Then when i wear my shoes, head tilted down again, the dizziness stormed in. This time, i couldn't ignore it anymore cos i worry that i might suffer the dizziness while driving my brother to Penang. I told my mum, and she drove both of us there.

Before i went to penang, i did a quick stop by at the doctor which i went since i was a kid. He asked about the symptoms, how often it happen then he told me that i was suffering something that he used to suffered from. He even went for a MRI and still couldn't find out why. He said it will fade away gradually but he did prescribe me some strong vitamins B and some medicine for nerves. He even ask me to induce the dizziness since i told him that it happen whenever i look down or tilt my head down. But it didn't work at that time.

Hopefully i won't have to suffer it again tonight.