Confuse

Wondering why sometime people just don't get to wake up from their childish dream and face the reality. If you have the answer, please enlighten me. I really don't understand, why is it that someone just so obsessed with something and wouldn't mind to destroy or harm all the things and people around them just to so called fulfill their dream.

I am a person with nothing, what i have are only something that cannot be categorize into things that i can share. I have nothing to share, no money, no heart, no kindness anymore. Those things just lost along the way when you got hurt by people you care. I cannot be so great anymore that have the idea of being selfless for the people i care. My heart got hardened even though it still hurt and bleeding whenever you all hurt me.

How come my life suddenly become so easily targeted by others? I used to have quite a wonderful and worry-less life for a long time, but now it all disappeared and what is here to replace them are just problems and sadness.

I am cheerful person with easily touched emotion. Problems, Don't you dare to let me have another breakdown......if you do so.... i will revenge...............