流失

可以感觉到某些东西逐渐的流失。
原来， 所谓的归属感是那么的重要。
因为有人的所作所为， 让我唯一的归属感大大的打了折扣。
这一份失去， 没料到给我带来的那么大的失落。 
当在那四面墙里的人开始容不下你的时候，
你就失去了那个 "家" 的意义， 渐渐的， 连可以依靠的地方也会消失。 

心.动

“ 等待，是为了和你相遇。”

偶然见到这一句，心弦莫名的被触动了一下。
我想说， 好想潇洒的说这一句话。 

Crossing from 2012 to 2013

365 days. Some bad days and some good days in between. On the new year eve, i continued my last year tradition of writing an email to thank someone who have been helping me so much in everything in my life. Made creme caramel and tea to celebrate my new year eve, sitting on the cold tile of my balcony floor, caressing by the cooling breeze, sipping hot tea and sharing my thoughts with my late father. Miss him so much on that cold night, when fireworks were blasting here and there in my sight. I recollected the first time this type of gigantic fireworks being introduced to "normal residents", around 8-9 years back which my neighbourhood was just started to taste its sweetness. Me and my father would walk around to hunt for its glory lights. 

After his leaving, fireworks reminded me of him every time when i see one. Especially during the festive season of new year and Chinese New Year. On year 2011, i was so blessed to have a once in a life time chance (to me it was) to visit US with my granny and uncle's family. Witnessed the most glorious enchanting and magical fireworks I could ever imagined in Disneyland in Anaheim, California. Yesterday, on the new  year eve, from the other end of my building, the bomb-blastic sound some fireworks caught my attention. So i went with camera, and managed to capture one photo. Very soon, after the building opposite is up. I will lose the chance of seeing such beautiful fireworks from there. Well, we all have to move on. 

2012 had been a good year to me when I try to only look a the bright side and ignore the bad. Many wonderful and memorable moments I had. I feel that, I kind of lost my impatience little by little too. Grateful and wishing to have another "enchanting" year. 

First photo of the year 2013. Bomb-blastic fireworks. Sign of the coming bombastic year? Let us all wish for that.

红色墨水笔

那一天， 见到了自己好久没有用的红色钢笔，联想到了自己的另外一支笔。
也开始喜欢红色墨水笔这一个名字。

自己经常用那红色墨水笔随性的涂写，虽然那墨水笔的外观是红色，但是里面的墨水却是黑色的。 是我把他的墨水内胆从原有的红色给换成了黑色。 原因是， 自己要的是黑色墨水笔， 却只买到了红色的，内夹红色墨水夹。结果， 为了满足自己，只好又买了黑色的墨水夹。
就这样， 红色墨水笔用的却是黑色墨水。 而喜欢涂写的我，已经用完了两个墨水。

再接再厉的涂写吧！

Little bit of everything, December 2012

My December was filled with LOVE. Started with attending a very blessed and blissful friend's engagement, next the Winter Solstice with glutinous rice balls in Almond Milk and last but not least, the Christmas dinner hosted by my sister in law.

What can you ask for more when you life is on and off filled with LOVE from friends and family. Put away the worries, the stress, the unwanted and plunge into pool of happiness while you still can. My best wishes to everyone. Keep smiling and life may magically become better. 

With lots of love.

Merry Christmas 2012

Merry Christmas 2012, soft pastel doodling.

The mysterious end-of-the-world year, 2012. We have gone thru the so called last day in Mayan Calender and its time to celebrate this festive season. Merry Christmas folks and open up your heart to welcome the exciting 2013. May all your dreams come true.

有感而发

越想得到的，往往越得不到。
越渴望的，得到的可能只是一桶冷水， 浇了一头。
而伤得你最深的，却是你最为依靠的人。