大丰收

妈去了中国一趟，意外的，我成了最大的受益人。
可以说没有东西是少了我那一份的。
最近好像一直有收到手信的运气。
感恩啊！

The Day

This is the day that i found out a lot of things. Found out on how was mum's China's trip, found out recent tragic news from someone that i know, found out something that is going to involve me and so on........These few days are long days, i am having problem to pass this week and i don't know why. It's already late at night and i am still thinking about something that not so important if compared to something on tomorrow afternoon. Maybe this is my way of avoiding dilemma, or maybe it is just a way of running away from those need-to-think-hard stuff.

Something in return

Posting this blog here just to thanks peoples that i am lucky and glad to have in my life. For me, there is no uni friends or other other friends from works. They are all the same, they are friends to me. I would like to say out loud here that i really treasure the presence of you all by my side. Thanks for the celebration today. In return, i have made a simple picture in draft. The year 2010, which we all are going to turn into age of 24, There are 7 names and 17 candles in this picture (add it up and you will get 24 as well.) The reason that i only included 17 candles in the picture is because, we each is a candle, we lit up the darkness and we lit up each other life. That's what you all made me feel and i am really glad that we have spent time with each other and for each other.

Small achievement

Got a small achievement today, i have successfully made some incredibly good Gyoza. I made the Gyoza with the Tesco bought normal gyoza wrap, then i prepare the infill with the some pork that also bouught at Tesco. With some of my magic touches, i have made the Gyoza and arranged it properly on the frying pan. I tasted it and it tasted exactly what i expected. It was good.....and i am really happy. I have to say that sometime, i am a very old-fashioned Chinese that have some demands on certain food. This was a time that i actually think that my mind and my hands have became one. My hands have done what i have in my mind. I will try some other stuff some other day. I finally understand the secret of cooking Gyoza for achieving it's crispy gold outer skin with juicy infill that actually "cooked". I wonder, was it something that inspired after watching the movie "Julie and Julia" quite a while ago?

Gyoza dancing in the sizzling frying pan.

Voila! The lovely Gyoza.

当头一棒

感觉自己很傻，因为完全对于自己的付出被别人当成是多余的事全然不知。没有想到不久前领教了一次，现在竟然再一次的被亲人如此恶言相向。我失望，也失败。原来担心不只是多余， 还侮辱了别人的智慧。原来， 我在他们的眼中，一文不值， 可以这样，可以那样。几乎是任何人都可以无视我。我知道我对这件事放不下， 只是也许有一天，想通了之后会把他抛诸脑后， 但是我知道，想通的日子还相当的遥远。我不愤气，但是仍然压抑着，为的就是不要让唯一我知道很爱我的人感到担心。我傻笑，因为我竟然到了今天才知道自己做了那么久的傻子。
我打定主意， 不要再浪费自己的爱在那些没有用的人身上。没有人会比自己更爱自己， 我不想自私，但是却被逼如此，才可以免去自己心灵再次受到伤害。你像脍子手，在我无知的身上施了凌迟的惩罚，一刀一刀的， 我想要忘记也很难。作为家人，竟然也让我伤痕累累，这就是为什么我感到自己是那么的失望。

生病的颜色

如果说生病也有颜色， 我觉得我的感冒是五颜六色。因为它弄得我像五颜六色一样的乱。
终究敌不过感冒的病毒， 结果还是去看了医生邻居。 他看到我的档案，就问起我之前高血压的事， 说是否又常常的自己测量。我说打从上次量了发现血压不高后， 我就没有常常量了。他责备的问说为什么没有量？我说都好了，没再高了,所以就没有量了。他问我怎么好的，我说睡得好，加上去旅行， 回来后血压就不高了。他又抱着他的惯例，在给我量了一次， 血压也不低， 但是他却说没事，我应该不是高血压的患者。我就奇怪的问他，血压不会很高吗？他说因为不舒服， 所以血压会偏高一点但是没有超出正常的范围，心跳也快，但是却是正常的。

就这样，寒暄了几句，这也是惯例， 然后拿了药就会了。下午，吃了药不就开始感到昏沉沉了。倒在床上确又转辗难眠， 加上不停的咳嗽， 当时真的难受，好在现在感觉有比较好点了。

P/S：正在阅读着前几天购买的德龄公主下册，上册再一天里就看完了。另外，感谢大家的关心，也感谢一直在床旁陪伴我的书本，没有你，生病的日子还有点的难熬