Kind of confused, upset and unstable. That was how i feel recently. Thinking about breaking through but was stuck in this endless rules world. It's time to move my perspective and look at it the other way round.

Life that i want is never something like this. When you have something to do is always better than noting to do. The idea of nothing to do sometime makes you feel like a useless. We always hope that we can have all the time in the world and can do whatever you like with no one pushing you here and there. I don't want to be eaten alive by this "fantasy" because if i really get that, then there will be no "life" at all and lost the meaning of still breathing in this world.

Anyway, who has stolen my motivation and energy??? If they are with you, kindly return it back to the owner.