Perception

Lost that kind of feeling quite a long time ago. The feeling of great achievements has gone. Is it myself that made it disappeared?
I believe i was and is in a transition stage again, i'm trying to change the way i think, the way i live and the way that i behave. Frankly speaking, i need some changes. Stick to the old and familiar life isn't a good idea or escape for me.

Doing thesis writing these few days and i have the feeling that i wasn't act like a student. The way i study, and the way that i learn are not the ways that i thought i supposed to. I feel like i'm wasting life with those things that i think won't benefit me much which in fact do really benefit me. Perhaps this is the time for me to do some changes.