方帽季节

转眼又来到了每一年度大学学子们最期待的月份， 整个八月，就连空气也弥漫了毕业的喜悦气息。花香，来自琳琅满目各色花挡的产品， 好友们手中的那一束由衷的祝福，让这个月份也充满了友情。父母家人们，手里握着那最耀眼的花束，载满了父母们满满的喜悦与荣耀。情人们的毕业祝福，很是甜蜜。

各式各样的毕业周边产品，毕业熊宝宝，戴上迷你四方帽的格式卡通人物，多不胜数。海面宝宝，派得利克，今年新宠-大头八爪鱼，小叮当，各式各样的泰迪熊等等都成了毕业的周边商品。我说，不管你长成了什么样子，是块海棉也好，是机器猫也好，又或是长得怪怪的八爪鱼也好， 只要给你缝上个迷你四方帽， 你就成了毕业必备的商品。

毕业，是跨入大学门槛后，学子们所期待的一样盛事。没了这个毕业典礼， 仿佛就成了少了一片的拼图， 再怎么美丽，始终都不完整。

见到一群群的毕业生鱼贯的排队进入礼堂， 然后再鱼贯的涌出礼堂，让站在高处看着他们的我不禁的思考，每一年度都有那么多的“产品”出产于某“学厂”， 到底出来的是“产品”还是“残品”。 身为一分子的我也说不清楚答案。

在这花香，书香，情谊香满满的季节里， 我祝福大家前途美满，前程似锦！

当我们同在一起

当我们同在一起

事出必有因

序：最近感觉大量降低了部落格的发布量， 可谓大量的减产。原因不祥， 就只是这一阵子没什么心情， 就连多想几个字也觉得难。头脑不好用了，也许是时候对大脑进行一下SPA了。

这两天，接收到来自旁观者了讯息，但纯粹以旁观者的姿态出现让我想当的怀疑。毕竟，我深信事出必有因。一个人不会冒冒然的来到你的生活里，然后讲述一些只有你自己和特定的人了解的内情。然后又以非常了解的姿态，由我觉得一般人不可能站的角度来分析事情。唯一可以让我信服的原因只有她肯定听说了什么，而且有非常的可能是由幕后人员亲口说出的。但是到底她了解了多少，又或是听了什么样的讯息， 我相当的怀疑。 毕竟幕后人员可不是泛泛之辈，有绝大的力量会给我们带来绝大的伤害， 再加上幕后人员的心机，我真的觉得很可疑，又很大的可能是幕后人员又开始在我们背后搞些小动作。

讯息提供者是相当的机灵，讲出的话，绝大部分都游走在整体问题边缘， 唯独有偶的会提出一些带用重要字眼的句子， 这让我对她本身对此事的了解程度很迷茫。

魔鬼与恶魔成了昨日重要的字眼。 我个人相信幕后人员有意的把基地设立在我们附近， 然后暗地里做出摧毁。这样的心态固然要不得， 但是一般不知情的人，站在他的角度对待此事，然后无意间的造成附带伤害“collateral damage”。 我们倒是成了附带的受害者。

突发-奇想

不是每一个人，都有资格去爱，尤其是在现今的社会与生活的熏陶下。
真诚的已经是买少见少，可与不可求， 只因为如今的爱，已不再是简单的爱。
失去了真诚度的爱，你真的渴望它？ 太多的人因为要爱所以去爱， 也有因为无法面对寂寞所以去爱， 这样的爱的理由， 你可以接受吗？

不要以为自己很无私， 因为那只证明了你其实很自私，而且也为了自己捏造了荒唐的解释。
现今的社会里，严重的缺乏了纯真的爱-大爱， 存在的只是一些拥有美丽外皮， 里外不一的爱。

日子

随性的，作了一次大胆的突破，拿起毛笔，就这样毫不犹豫的挥了在光溜溜的地砖上，才发现自己很喜欢这样的效果。结果就拿起相机给自己留了个纪念。 这种潇洒的举动， 我还真的是很怀念， 已经好久没有让自己不按牌理出牌，烦闷的日子有时就是得有些点缀才行。

Part of my life (I)

From Left to Right: Fariz (M'sia), Adel (Iran), Kabil (Bangladesh), Doris (M'sia), Sawsan (Iraq), Me, Chanson (China), Muataz (Iraq) and Aida (M'sia)

Oath Taking Ceremony, 9 July 2010. Group Photo of Student Ambassadors from 13 Countries

Had a busy and eventful week. Started from the volunteering in helping the registration at IPS on 5July and 6July. It was supposed to be followed by helping in orientation event on 8July but i was too tired to be involved with. Then came the Oath Taking Ceremony on 9July afternoon, with rehearsal in the morning which i skipped purposely. The same night of the Oath Taking Ceremony, we had a BBQ dinner at the carpark of IPS with the Student Ambassadors from all 3 campuses. Had a crazy, fun and smelly night. Experienced the Yemen's Coffee, Arabic Tea and some Arabic Style Yogurt Marinated BBQ meat prepared from our master chef, who is one of the Student Ambassador. Met with the latest superstar-Ali, the 1 year old Iraqis kid, and i was crazy enough for allowing Ali's dad to put the Arabic traditional Hat on me...and of course, crazy photos created which made me feel like a "superstar". Perhaps i am too kind that was why i was the 1st victim of that,then followed by victim number 2 Mr.China, Dr.Hassan and Nasim.

Went to a so called short meeting with Dean of IPS together with all the students ambassadors that available on 14 July. 15 July, i received a call at night, i was asked to attend the Educational Showcase that is ongoing in Gurney Plaza from 16 July to 18 July. I agreed because it will be ery difficult to find others in such a short notice.

I was at Gurney Plaza for the longest time of this year. From 11 something to 7 something. Reached home at only 9. "Busy" for the whole day for nothing......Really nothing, that is what i don't feel good about.

Volunteering in IPS

Today was the first day of IPS offering registration for mixed-mode and coursework postgraduate students. It started around 8.30am, and while we were preparing, our "customers" were already queuing outside the room. People storming in right after the door was opened.

I was at group 2 at the beginning, then i realized that at group 2, they don't really need 2 peoples from us. The main job of there was just delivering the file to the counter that just feet away. So i decided to help out at the group 1 which looked a bit messy at that time. After helping for sometime in group 1, i know that place was really a mess......and people just stuck there and slowed down the whole registration process......Finding files for them are nightmares, especially the names with initials of "N", "M" and "S"...(No offense). Names with these initials really kill us. Every time we received documents from student, we were praying that the students initial is something other than these mentioned alphabet. Why these 3 backed us off? It was because we have too much files for them...and the names are almost the same....we have to squad down in order to search them from boxes of files.

Meals are provided but i had to have my breakfast at 11 something...For me, the Bee Hun Goreng was spicy, especially in the early morning. I don't usually go for spicy food in the morning. The strange part is, they always provided us Teh Tarik for breakfast.

The lunch was not so bad, still spicy but they have fish and vegie in the environmental friendly paper box(Not so bad huh?). I have to fight with the fish in the box because it was so hard to eat the whole "Bawa Hitam" with very fragile plastic spoon and fork.

Headed home at almost 6. Car got stuck in the middles of cars because the fresh meat(new undergraduate students) were having event at DUP. Just like the old glory days, they have to walk under the hot sun from their respective hostel to DUP. It reminded me what i was like 4 years back.

Funny thing about today was there were 2 students, which names cannot be found in all those piles of files. We then only realized that they are suppose to register at Engineering Campus at Nibong Tebal instead of the main campus. So sorry for them....We really can't do anything to help.