Greetings

I search back all my stuff that i collected and never hard hearted enough to throw all them away lately, and i found this. It is just a very normal Chinese New Year greeting card from a person that happened to be influenced me for quite some time. Knowing her, was really kind of special, we aren't friend, but we act like one. I respect her, and she always treated me in kind of special way. Not that i'm so special but just that the relationship between us was special. I put it as a was because we haven't see or even contact each other for quite a long time. Not that we have lost contact, but just that i don't know what's the reason or excuse to call her. She is just someone i have in my life. With or without her now, didn't really change much like last time.
She is my teacher, my musical teacher, have happened to teach me for 7 years. She been through a lot together with me, and she shared lots of her experience and stories with me too. She even invite me to go travel together with her to Australia. I didn't take that offer, because i don't think it was the right time for me, with no preparation at all, especially mentally. We have had too much story together, where i don't know which to count from.
The fact is, i miss her. Sometime, i will just have her image passing by my mind and i will start thinking whether is she alright? How's her business? Is she in good health? because she complained to me that she have chest pain where the doctor said it was due to too much pressure.
I don't think i can keep the greeting card as a remembrance for any time longer. The card may be lost someday, but in my heart, there is always a memory that i have received a greeting from her before my 2008 Chinese new year.

Just, want to let you to know that i really miss you.

苍蝇奇遇

昨天， 给父亲扫墓。
回来，一切正常。不知是心理作祟， 还是太过于疲累，第一晚搬回自己的房里睡， 就发生了奇事。
快睡时，不知从哪飞出了只苍蝇，在房里打着圈子飞。我也没去理它。
后来，夜里睡得不安稳，因为仿佛又帘子一直划过了我的脸。 我也没多理会，因为新的床上有公主帘。就这样，一整夜都有只苍蝇在袭击我的脸， 而我却不以为然。
早上醒来，才发现是只苍蝇。 后来我和妈妈说，她说，因该是父亲显灵回来吧！
没法子，如果正如妈所说的， 那么，他因该也是知道我对刹苍蝇没什么技巧和兴趣吧！

清明时节

蔚蓝，燕雀西归，
弥烟，映绕怀恩，
朝阳，栖息赞恩，
吾今群内忆故人。

This is my dear bed after the room renovation. The floor was used to be carpet but now has changed into wood-like mosaic.
With the with tent bought in IKEA someday in some year. I feel like i'm the princess.
Well, i'm the princess of my house.
But, i haven't spend any night on my brand new renovated room yet. Maybe tonight or tomorrow.

Words in Life

• Alias, Allan and Barbara Pease, Antique, Art, books, Carla Gugino, Cashmere Mafia, Charmed, Design, Drama, Eiffel Tower, Europe, Foie Gras, French, Friends, Grey's Anatomy, House MD, Karen Sisco, Kylie Minogue, Marilou, Miranda Otto, Movie, Paris, Prison Break, Reading, Sophie Kinsella, Tina Arena, Travel, Vox Angeli, 夏文汐 ,金庸, 鱼玄机......

Those are parts of the words that appear in my daily life.

学习

在学习的生涯里，我是一个喜爱自由的学生。我从来就不喜欢，也不享受躲在框框里的学习。但是，我也不喜欢任何东西都吸收。我通常都只对特定的话题感兴趣。
正当的教育规范可一点也不对我的胃口，一味填鸭式的教育方式，朔造了今天不爱发问的我。 上课时，我喜欢保持沉默，老师所开的无为的玩笑，我也不想笑，特别是自己说，自己笑的那一类，我真的 没办法接受。
从小，就对老师的要求特别高，总觉得老师就因该有老师的样子， 有所为有所不为的。对于那些不遵从教育工作者应有的态度的人，我会不屑一顾。 我就是那么奇怪的人。

乱

寒冷的夜晚，让我可以打起精神，好好的回想了一天下来，我所作的事情。发觉，我一直离不开一个自己所色定的框框， 走也走不出去。思绪混乱时，我得费尽心思地把它慢慢地收拾回来。