2009

Last day of 2009, my lunch and dinner

Again, after approximately 365 days, we celebrated the coming of another exciting year. 2009 is said to be a very eventful year for me. A lot of things happened, although most of them solved but there are still some will continue to be part in my life and with nonetheless follow me into year 2010.

2009, i have been through a lot. For the second timein my life, i felt so touch on my birthday because of the new laptop that my family gave me. From an undergraduate, i turned into a graduate. I have not been working since then. I have involved in MLM and still couldn't feel how good will i fit into the MLM business. I bought a camera, that fully belongs to me. I went to Beijing, China for 11 days and had experience some solo travel. I have babysat my brother and responsible for managing an apartment. There has been a major change in my family and my view on this ever changing world.

Despite the above, today is also a day that something special happened to me. I went to nearby Pizza Hut to buy some take-away for both lunch and dinner. There was the 30% off promotion on a special pizza but the condtion was to pay with Maybank credit Card. There was this guy that standing in front of me suggesting me to take that promotion and he was willing to lend me his credit card. So i just took his offer. This was something i never experiened before. With that, i got a large Crunchy Cheesy Bites pizza with indulgent Jalapeno Cheese dip for only RM24. Then ordered 4 deli wings as dinner take-away.

My last day of 2009 has filled with pizza, deli-wings and Coca-cola. Speaking of Coca-cola, i have to go to 3 shops in order to get a bottle of 1.5L Coca-cola. Perhaps everyone has been drinking Coka-cola as for the new year celebration and that's why there was difficulties to get a original Coca-cola in convenient store. Even the Tesco Extra has only left its last 2 bottles by the time i reached there.

I haven't been thinking about the 2010 new year resolution yet but there are some wishes that i like to make. I wish that all my family members and friends stay healthy and have wonderful life in the coming year of 2010.

My blesses here to all my beloved friends and family.
Happy 2010.

Bonne Année!!!

Today's Youngster

Youngster today are different from what we used to be. Even though i am not so distanced with today's youngster but from what i observed, they are more reckless and lack of courtesy. Youngster around me have shown how they were behaving in their daily life and i am not quite agree with how they are behaving.

No courtesy, impatient, emotional and easy to get angry and frustrated are what today's youngster behaving. Who to blame or who should be responsible for? 

时间与生命

生命受时间的控制。 当生活中遇见难题，我们期待时间成为良药。
开始感到时间，真的很恐怖，因为对自己和别人的影响，可以是那么的巨大。
由衷的感谢生命中有那么好的你，让我拥有无比的勇气。自己真的因为这样而感到无比幸福。
在开心的时候，有想与你分享的的冲动，在伤心时，也很想想你诉苦。也许，这就是友情的魅力。
不瞒的说， 一个人在北京时，的确很想念与你一同旅行的时光。如果时间停止，我唯一担心的是我们的感情无法因为时间的流逝而更加的深厚。感谢一同经历过的时光，因为那是多么的美好，而且是无法用任何事来衡量的。

很难想象 我现在已经可以用平静了很多的心态来面对事情，讲述也不再是那么的痛苦。
曾经担心无法平静的面对，更加无法从口里吐出任何一个字来，没想到我终于有勇气的克服了一波接一波的巨浪。当问题失去了可怕性，自己不再脆弱， 那又何必多加烦恼？
在委屈中尝试不感到委屈，在真心的付出后不再期待任何的回报。认清了自己感情过于丰富， 太注重亲情还有难以克服的眼浅的弱点。不想因为真心对待别人后换来冷言冷语，结果被逼呈现出一些不属于本质的一面。也许，要符合上述的种种，才能够在这样的周围里生存。
希望可以保留自己的本质，另一类的出淤泥而不染。但，在环境所逼得情况下，我也担心自己会失去自我。在荆轲中努力的找寻自己，也许就是我目前最大的挑战。

Hiding things from people

I strongly believe everybody lies, i do lie and i do understand lie brings harm. Ethically, i try very hard not to lie, but sometime i do have to tell some white lie. Apart from lying to someone, i don't like hiding things that i knew from someone i care. I feel that hiding is also a part of lying. Hiding makes me feel like cheating because if i were hiding something, that means i can't say anything i like and i can't face people as usual.

The feeling of this is extremely bad. I didn't mean that i don't lie and i am a Saint. I am hoping that my life is simpler and people around me won't made my life complicated, the most important part is do not ever ask me to lie or hide something from people that i care.

Challenges

Life is full with challenges and we are always in the state that is not ready for them. That's why challenges surprise us and bring problems to our life.

When something happened, thing not necessary end there, perhaps it was just a start of something that brings bigger challenge into our life. That makes our life complicated. On the other hand, unpredictable events make us living in surprises. Life is sometime a long and difficult game. I tell myself that i should be tough enough in order to be part of the game. Be tough.......... and yet be sensible.

Sudden Decision

A lot of things happened all of a sudden lately. Was it because of our denial of the facts that things were actually happening? Or we were just too lazy and fragile to admit them.
Life is full of surprises, so why don't we just close an eye and enjoy the day and consider those surprises as spices that will spice up our life.
Sugar coated words are useless now and be brave and strong to face the truth is the ultimate solution.

Hard Rock Hotel

Penang, Hard Rock Hotel..... We rock...

The lagoon deluxe room

Thanks to YC, i finally have chance to visit this spectacular hotel that is located at Batu Ferringi. The hotel building is beautiful, simple and contemporary. The Christmas decoration was nice, because the colour choice of its decoration was brilliant, the amazing pink.

That place was clean and the lobby was facinating, not air-conditioned but that's the lovely part because that was how you can enjoy the gorgeous lovely sea breeze. The swimming pools were great, big and stylish. What attracted me most was the lagoon deluxe rooms, which have direct patio to the swimming pool extended from the room.

There was a kid's birthday celebration at the sea view Pizzaria. How could i not envy on the life of todays's modern kid right?

Yay...

Found something so into my mood, a tripod in its best buy value....Hooray.....
I so need a tripod.....especially when i was traveling alone. I finally got a chance to own a 3 station tripod that i dreamed for with only 100 bucks. So happy.

My lovely tripod