You

Lovely dedicated to someone i love and respect forever.

Went to a place where you were so familiar with. Walked on those roads which you walked before. Crossed the roads which we once crossed together before. Dined in the restaurants where we dined in before. Tasted those foods that we once tasted before. I was doing all these just to feel closer to you. i felt that you were there but i couldn't see or touch you.

While walking on those paths, i was trying hard to remember when we have doing this together. Eating in the same restaurant, ordering the same cuisines, looking at the places that we once sat together, all in my mind was just you.

I was trying to explore whatever you have mentioned to me before which i didn't care much. Anything, anything that you mentioned which is still inside my mind, i have tried to make it as an assets in my life. Anything, can be a location, a story of your childhood, a person, a friend, a place, a time, a relative, a restaurant, a hotel, a car, a restaurant, a cuisine, a shopping mall, a breakfast, a lunch, a diner, a shopping mall, a shopping trip, a talk, a meeting, a drop by, a visit, or it can be any moment that we spent together.

A trip to the place full of our memory, i learned a lot. i learned something brand new, i knew someone new, found out a new shop, a new tourist office, a new Hi-Fi shop, a new restaurant, a new hotel and even a new location for an outing.

I even found out that, there is still someone that always keep what you have mentioned in his mind. And, what was interesting was that he knew a part of things that i knew too. We have had something in common, which went i spoke it out, he felt surprise.

You know, there are still a lot of people thinking of you, try to remember what you have said and what you have done. I always feeling regret that, i couldn't ask you more on something which somehow, might be useful in my life later on. Now, i am always having problem to find someone to solve the problem, the curiosity and the eagerness to know something new, or related. After more that 2 years, i still haven't find someone can tell me something that i want to know. No one can replace you as an information giver in my life.

离开

回家

离开了几天， 终于又再次回到了我可爱的家园。 虽然这几天都一直很忙， 但是， 我的心可是雪亮的， 忙忙碌碌中，看得可是清楚得很。

去的那个地方，是我出世的地方， 小时候也在那里呆上了一段时日。每一年回去， 都令我有许多不同的体验，不同的感受， 与不同的心情。

虽然，我看起来已经像个典型的槟城人， 但是我还是怀有那个小镇的纯朴之心。 有时候，特别是忙碌的时候， 我会很向往那里典型的纯朴生活。 太单调的时候， 我反而喜欢这里多滋多彩的日子。

总觉得， 那里最特别， 最喜迎我的地方就是人情味。 生活虽然简单，但是大家的感情却很好， 特别是兄弟姐妹之间。 这一趟回去， 有很多印象深刻的体会。 一句简单的话， 一个简单的表情， 一个微笑， 一声的问候，一个简单的动作等种种在我们眼里看来平凡不已的东西，在那里却深深的表现出了他的无价与珍贵。

这一次， 虽说是回去参加舅舅的婚礼， 但是在参与准备的过程中， 虽然很累， 但是却感觉学到了很多东西。我带了相机回去，却没为他们拍什么照片，反倒是在离开前，叫小弟拿着相机四处拍些他们的生活照。 回来一看，原来， 平凡无奇的生活照里， 隐藏了很多的故事。

原本， 由于太过疲累的原因，有打算多呆一天， 但是，小弟的坚持， 令我们读得不低头。 所以仍然是照原定的计划回来。令别前的几个小时， 我看见了大家依依不舍的眼神。 看见舅舅阿姨们与妈妈闲话家常，互相的关心对方，互相的在离别前分享一下生活经验。 由于日前为了婚礼而忙碌的大家， 都一直没能好好的聚在一起， 当大家想要好好的坐下来叙旧时， 我们又得离开了， 所以心里酸溜溜的， 觉得很对不起。 我还因为这样， 和小弟谈了谈，希望可以放弃他的坚持， 多在这里呆一天，但是， 我只能说，他是一个很坚持，很顽固的人。

一年难得的见一次面， 大家总有说不完的话， 但是人生就是有许多的无可奈何。 看着妈妈离开时眼泪在眼眶里打转， 心里很不是滋味， 但是， 我又何尝不是有千百个不舍， 眼泪往肚里流呢。

虽然很伤心， 但是仔细想想，大家的感情那么好，是一件很难得的事， 所以应该要更加地珍惜。 只希望日后有更多的时间可以呆在那里。