You know

You know you could climb to his shoulder and he would neither shout nor scold, but would use his strong arms to hold you tight, not letting you to have any chance of falling. As he sworn to be your protector.

You know you could touch his stubble then giggle, and he would take your palm or face and brush against it to make you giggle more. As he loved the way you giggle. 

You know you will get an ice-cream on the way back, when you see the person receiving you from school is him. As he knew that will make you happy.

You know he will say no man in this world is good enough for you, and yet, wishing in every cell that you will get someone that treat you like how he did. As he knew you deserve nothing but the best.

You know whatever artwork you gave, whatever thing you bought for him, he would treasure them like nothing can compare. As you will always be his little girl.

You know life would have been different if he is still around. Less tears, more joy and more memories.

To all the knows that you know... you know he would only be happy if you are happy.

To my protector, my late father.

I miss you,

every single day, for the past 9 years. 

有一种车笛声

有一种车笛声，

会引来许多愉悦的笑容，

会引来妖艳妆扮的围观，

会引来严肃庄严的心情，

会引来美丽期待的沉思。

《无情》

《无情》

卷地轻风吹，

枝上黄花轻飘下，

飞花落沥青，

尽显沧桑。

轻拂路人肩，

尘起灰落，

尽显无情，

谁人落花无情物？

记： 四月份大路旁黄花凋落一景

分享： 2014年最有深度的19句话

分享： 2014年最有深度的19句话

【第一句】被恨的人没有痛苦，恨人的人却终将遍体鳞伤，所以，绝不去恨人。

【第二句】缘分是本书，翻得不经意会错过，读得太认真会流泪。

【第三句】不同傻子争辩，否则就搞不清谁是傻子了。

【第四句】学历是铜牌，能力是银牌，人脉是金牌，思维是王牌。

【第五句】成功的人不是赢在起点，而是赢在转折点。

【第六句】钱有两种：花掉的是钱，是财产；没花掉的是“纸”，是遗产。 

【第七句】长得那么美那么帅气，自己却不知道，这就是气质；那么有钱那么有才华，别人却不知道，这就是修养。

【第八句】把脾气拿出来，那叫本能；把脾气压下去，那叫本事。

【第九句】简单的事重复做，你就是专家；重复的事用心做，你就是赢家。

【第十句】管好自的嘴，讲话不要图一时痛快、信口开河，“良言一句三冬暖，伤人一语六月寒”，说话要用脑子，敏事慎言，话多无益，不扬人恶，自然就能化敌为友。

【第十一句】没有爱的生活就象一片荒漠，赠人玫瑰，手有余香，要“学会爱别人其实就是爱自己”，让爱如同午后阳光温暖每个人的心房。

【第十二句】多去理解尊重别人，常怀宽容感激之心，宽容是一种美德是一种智慧，海纳百川是多么广阔，感激你的朋友，是他们给了你帮助；感激你的敌人，是他们让你变的坚强。

【第十三句】这个世界，有两件事我们不能不做：一是赶路，二是停下来看看自己是否拥有一份好心态，好心态是一生的好伴侣，让人愉悦健康。

【第十四句】人情，人情，人之常情，要乐善好施，长于交往，“平时不烧香，急时抱佛脚”是行不通的，所以，“人的情绪要储存”，就象银行存款，存的越多，时间越长，红利就越大。

【第十五句】遇事不要急躁。不要急于下结论，尤其生气时不要做决断，要学会换位思考，大事化小、小事化了，把复杂的事情尽量简单处理，千万不要把简单的事情复杂化。

【第十六句】学会知足，人生最大的烦恼是从最没有意义的比较开始，这世界总有不如你的人，也总有比你强的人，当我哭泣我没有鞋子穿的时候，我发现有人却没有了脚。

【第十七句】如果敌人让你生气，那说明你还没有胜他的把握，根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁？如果有一条疯狗咬了你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？不要太在乎别人的咒骂。

【第十八句】别把工作当负担，与其生气埋怨，不如积极快乐的去面对，当你把工作当作生活和艺术，你就会享受到工作的乐趣。

【第十九句】人活着一天，就是有福气，就应该珍惜，人生短短几十年，不要给自己留下更多的遗憾，日出东海落西山，愁也一天，喜也一天；遇事不钻牛角尖，人也舒坦，心也舒坦。

个人很喜欢第二句： 缘分是本书，翻得不经意会错过，读得太认真会流泪。

转载之：这里

Ugly truth 2

They have a family to come back to,

I have a 4-wall place I called home with no one to talk to.

When they need something, they ring you.

When they are happy do they ever thought of you?

------

You were so upset,

wanted to talk to someone,

picked up your phone,

scrolled down the list,

none was there you feel to talk to, 

dumped your phone, head on pillow,

your best companion was the spinning fan,

on the lonely ceiling. 

Ugly truth

Beautiful night, 

 Laptop in front, 

legs crossing 

signed in bank account online 

deposit that I was anticipating. 

Smiling, 

heartbeat is racing, 

fan is spinning, 

wind is blowing, 

clock is ticking, 

time is passing... 

The moment of happiness. 

...

...

...

Then, 

a sense of sadness. 

...

...

...

Realised, 

 whom you have, to share it?

Nano Zen Garden

Picked up some fine sand from Pantai Jerejak today. Made this little (lunch box size) Zen Garden.

My little crazy weekend project was to make a small zen garden, well of course i would want a big one :) Went to pick up some fine sand from Pantai Jerejak Jetty as i recalled seeing fine sand there when i was there to take sunrise picture some time back. Took and dried them on balcony. Put some into a black plastic lunch box size container that i salvaged from don't remember where.